Description:

It's safe to say I've loved a lot. It's safe to say I've lost a lot. How do you move on from what you've lost, when what you've lost is such a big part of you it takes that part with it? I lost my wife and my first born three years ago. Since then I've existed, but now I'm trying to live. I have a new family and new friends who actually love my daughter Amelia and I unconditionally. They think I should move on, I disagree. Sure I'm all for meeting a nice female and having a little bit of fun but I can't give away a part of me that I lost three years ago. And then I meet Loryn. She brings color to my life, color I need but don't want. She frustrates me to no end and makes me as possessive as a caveman. But how do you keep someone who deserves to be loved when you know you can't love them yourself? She wants something from me that I can't give. This is our story. Mine and Loryn's, with a lot of everyone else and just a little bit of trouble. *Recommended for readers aged 17+ due to some sexual content and strong language* Approx: 110,000 words. Please be as critical and honest as possible, all words of wisdom welcome.